I attend First Baptist Church in Sheridan, Arkansas.
I have attended this church my entire life. In fact, I played baby Jesus in the nativity when I was five months old. I became a Christian, got baptized, got married, and much more at this church. I have seen wonderful pastors come and go. I have been involved in programs that have changed my life, all because of this church.
I can remember always attending as a child and a youth. It seemed like if the doors were open, we were there. As I entered into college, I stopped going as much. I would come home and visit, but I did not go as much as I once had. At some point, I joined the singles group. That was one of the best decisions I could have ever made. The people I met became wonderful friends, and we all began to grow spiritually. I never imagined that a group and study could impact me the way that group did. The wonderful thing about a church family is that we sometimes end up growing close to people we would never expect, old and young.
Now, I've talked to y'all about my struggles with church in the past. After my mom died and Madeley came, I went through such a hard time. I always said I would never be mad at God, but I treated him like I was. I pretty much stopped going to this wonderful church. I separated myself from the things and person that should be most important. I can see that now. God never stops calling us, and He never stops reaching out to us. People consistently asked me if I was going to church. It was almost like God was questioning me... Aren't you going to come back Morgan? The bottom line is that I do want to go and be involved. I want Madeley to grow up going to church, as I did. She needs the opportunity to be taught the lessons of Jesus, so that she can grow into her very own faith.
When I went to church last Sunday, the welcome was amazing. When people hugged me and said, "Glad to see you back" and "So good to see you here", it just made my heart melt. This is my home. This is where I belong.
I am happy to share this experience with you, even though it seems like a story I would never tell you to your face. I hope it encourages you to find your own church family.
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She is just a mess... rolling on the floor! The next picture is a little blurry, but I have to share it and explain. Madeley has been using her bib as a little pouch. She wears it around and eats cheerios out of it. It makes me and Derrick laugh every time.
Thank you for reading!!
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4 comments:
I miss the singles group SO much! I wish I still had a place to eat and study each Wednesday night; alas, we move on and get families. But I still miss having that wonderful support group and accountability.
I think it's hard to be a working mom and be able to attend church every Sunday when you're trying to recover from the past week. I know people do it and we should try out hardest to go each Sunday, but it's been hard for me too. And I haven't even gone through all you have. It's just hard, period, when you have a kid who is the epitome of unpredictable!
I loved this blog, Morgan, and I am so happy that you are returning to your Church. I know it was always so important to your family and to you, and Madeley will learn to love it, too. I don't know what I would do without God, my Church and Church family. I believe they all make my life so much richer and more meaningful.
Precious pictures of Madeley.
Love you.
I also attend the same church I have all my life. I'm so glad that God has continued to bless you through this body of believers!
Loved the church post. Made me cry. I know you're shocked.
And then I laughed out loud at Madeley's cheerio bib. So, so funny!
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